Wednesday, 27 October 2010
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amplify love ; dissipate hate <3
i took my lifestyle from mediocre to good & now i say it's sitting at amazing! <3
you're kisses are a best-kept secret.
he's the king of mixed signals & i'm the queen of second thoughts.
looking in your eyes, i see all i need, everything you are is everything to me.
these are the moments i know heaven must exist, & these are the moments i know all i need is this.
i want him out of my mind, but i need him in my heart.
beautiful. a word reserved for you.
what hurts more than losing you is knowing that you're not fighting to keep me.
god doesn't give you the people you want.
he gives you the people you need to help you, to hurt you, to leave you,
to love you, & to make you into the person you were meant to be.
boy, i miss your smile. but i miss mine even more.
don't ruin an apology with an excuse.
one day this "fuck you" attitude is going to do more than push people away.
me without my best friend, nigga get real. that would be like a fat kid passing up a happymeal!
somewhere in between all the mind games, lies, & seduction, i fell for you.
somewhere in between all the broken promises, manipulation, & heartaches, i got over you. but i guess i fibbed a few times too.
remember all those times i swore i needed you? well consider them lies.
baby, here i am without you & i survived. -- lil wayne
& there's a million bitches just like me,
who curse like me, who just don't give a fuck like me.
who dress like me, who walk, talk & act like me.
& they might be the NEXT BEST THING.
but not quite like me`♥«
your lips are like vodka & i wanna get wasted :)
the reason people find it so hard to be happy
is that they always see the past better than it was,
the present worse than it is,
& the future less resolved than it will be .
when we lose god, it is not god who is lost.
they say someone in the relationship always loves more.
when people walk away from you, let them walk.
don’t try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring for you,
coming to see you, or staying attached to you.
when people walk away, let them walk.
your destiny isn’t tied to anybody that left.
reading gives us somewhere to go when we have to stay where we are.
wanting you happy was always more important than just wanting you.
my best friend: the girl who proves that if i had nothing in the world except her, i'd still have it all.
"a wise girl kisses but doesn't love listens but doesn't believe & leaves before she is left." -- marilyn monroe <3
in the end, we only regret the chances we didn't take,
the relationships we were afraid to have,
and the decisions we waited too long to make.
lately, i am realizing that i don't miss you; i miss the way you made me feel.
people will forget what you said.
people will forget what you did.
but people will never forget how you made them feel.
i'm still so damn young just wanna live it up, be out right crazy & never give a fuck!
i have proof that bad things happen to good people,
& good things happen to bad people.
you happened to me, & i happened to you.
you were using me in a different way i was using you.
when you look back on your life, it looks as though it was a plot,
but when you are into it, it’s a mess: just one surprise after another.
then later, you see it was perfect.
all you bitches talk about me, like i'm famous.
bitch ain't it a shame that to me you're nameless.
you know, i miss you. i think about you every day,
& i'm scared i'm not even crossing your mind.
"god will take you through hell, just to get you to heaven." -- t.i. <3
i'm something you'll regret losing. i promise you that.
besides god, what the fuck should i fear?
the only one could stop me is that chick in the mirror.
i carry my own, hold my own, & i stand on my own .
a good girl knows her limits; a bad girl knows she has none.
"just hit the blunt one time & see if it don't change your perception on what's important in your life" -- katt williams
she finally drank her pain away a little at a time,
but she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind.
no reason to stay is a good reason to go.
there's so many words i can't say when i look into your eyes.
maybe you'll reject me & shatter all my pride.
each day my love grows stronger but i won't let you know.
there's way too much behind my smile that i can never show.
i'll hold you for a lifetime if you would take my hand.
i love you like no other but you don't understand.
so i'll dream of us together of how good it could be
& will keep my love a secret until you're in love with me.
& the story goes, s[he] be[lie]v[d].
you make it easy to fall & hard to let go </3
i'll screw up; i'll push you away if we're getting too close.
i won't trust you until you've proven yourself.
i get hurt easily & take a lot of things personally.
but i'll love you with everything i have,
& if that isn't enough, then i'm not enough.
if you know in the first place it won't work out between the two of you,
simply do one thing: just never let that person feel it will.
there's always going to be that one person you wish you could be with
even after knowing that person doesn't wanna be with you.
the truly painful goodbyes are the ones that are never said & never explained.
there are things that we don't want to happen, but have to accept.
things we don't want to know, but have to learn.
& people we can't live without, but have to let go.
we could have been extraordinary together, rather than ordinary apart.
"thrill me. please me. tease me. surprise me.
give me everything i want & nothing i need.
give me days i'll always remember & nights
i'll never forget. give me sexy, give me you." -- victorias secret <3
Monday, 27 September 2010
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maybe you're not prepared to be in love with me </3
there's always gonna be that one thing you wished for but never got. that one mistake you can never take back. and most of all, that one memory you'd do anything for, just to have again.
hate is the madness of the heart.
they ignore each other & look the other way but they both know deep down inside that it wasn't supposed to end this way.
i stumbled across his lips & somehow fell into love. <3
one day, his name just didn't make me smile anymore.
& apparently my feelings are just a game to you.
never dull your shine for someone else.
there are three types of people you'll meet.
the one you should have never met,
the one you should never have let go of,
& the one you've been looking for your whole life.
"you may not be her first, her last, or her only. she loved before she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect you aren't either,& the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice,& admit to being human & making mistakes, hold onto her & give her the most you can. she may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. so don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze & don't expect more than she can give. smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, & miss her when she's not there." -- bob marley
your eyes can't hide what your lips can't say.
being with all the girls in the world doesn't make you a man.
making one girl feel like she is the world that does. <3
i don't know if i'm getting over you or just getting used to the pain.
& sometimes you have to be your own hero.
the distance is tearing me apart, just as i knew it would from the start.
i can safely say things shouldn't have to be this way.
you're miles away & have forgotten my face.
& i'm stuck here falling apart in this place.
still i remember exactly how your hand fit into mine.
your kiss still lingers on my lips. tell me when i'll get over this.
the sooner you know who you are & what you want, the less you'll let things upset you.
let's start with the fact that you are so much more than i had hoped for.
when you run out of whores, don't expect me to be there.
too positive to be doubtful. too optimistic to be fearful. & too determined to be defeated.
choose to love, rather than hate.
choose to laugh, rather than cry.
choose to create, rather than destroy.
choose to persevere, rather than quit.
choose to praise, rather than gossip.
choose to heal, rather than wound.
choose to give, rather than steal.
choose to act, rather than procrastinate.
choose to grow, rather than rot.
choose to pray, rather than curse.
choose to live, rather than die.
i wanna hold hands & waste friday nights with you.
he said, "i'll love you forever." she smiled & said,
"just warn me when forever starts to end." <3
that’s worse, new wounds which are so horribly painful
or old wounds that should have healed years ago & never did?
sometimes a heart can't afford to be just friends.
she's my inspiration, my part time occupation, the catalytic intimidation of my quest for education, no other can take her place then, no assimilation, so save your false accusations, i accept no imitations, that's the situation, so without further hesitation, let me continue my demonstration for the congregation, break it down for all of yall simple and plain, i got love for a girl named mary jane.
everything i know, i could have never learned on a chalkboard.
this isn't fair, i was so close to being over you.
i'm looking for real love; ridiculous, heartwarming uncontrollable, can't live without each other love.
if I could sum up all the causes of hurt, pain & hatred in one word, it's just expectation.
as people grow up, they realize its less important to have more friends, & more important to have real ones.
wait for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you & makes you want to be a better person; wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else & when they smile you know they need you. wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats & a t-shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. & most of all wait for the person who will put you at the center of their universe, because that's where you belong. <3
Thursday, 26 August 2010
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more than anything ; i want you to be thinking about me <3
if your stomache feels weak then my work here is done <3
she said; "i keep on running, keep on running & nothing works. i can’t get away from you. no, i keep on ducking keep on thucking your nothing else. i can’t stop missing you" -- kid cudi
i got the blunt in one hand & the visine in the other.
i'm holding my own - no matter what i put myself though.
optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst.
after a while you learn the difference between; holding hands & falling in love.
you begin to learn that kisses dont always mean something
& promises can be broken as fast as they are made.
& sometimes goodbyes really are forever.
only hoes talk shit ; bitches speak their minds *
& i still dream of lips i should've never kissed.
"you can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks,
even months over analyzing a situation; trying to put the pieces together.
justifying what could've, should've, would've happened.
or you can just leave the pieces on the floor & move the fuck on." -- tupac
you cannot fathom the immensity of the fuck i do not give :)
if someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them. for they have helped you learn about trust & the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. <3
i'm that dream in your head when you're sleeping ; i'm that secret inside that you're keeping.
sometimes you need to put the sadness aside & the past behind.
you need to forget everything you felt inside - your feelings, thoughts,
& all that was there because you can't get hurt, if you just don't care.
staring at you pussy niggas & all i see is rainbows!
the hardest part of dreaming is waking up.
it's hard to wait around for something that might never happen. but it's even harder to give up, when you know it's everything you want.
your worst battle is that between what you know & how you feel.
"& she heard so many lies she dont know whats true or not.
shawty like a valet service i swear she been through alot.
but i put her car in park & never let her cry alone.
i listen to her heart beat because it plays my favorite song." -- weezy f. baby
herb is the healing of the nation ; alcohol is the sweet destruction.
i despise the fact that you say you miss me, but you do nothing about it.
"i hate liars, fuck love i'm tired of trying. my heart big but it beat quiet.... i don't never feel like we vibing cause every time we alone it's an awkward silence." -- tyga
dont lead me on & then just leave me there </3
smiling is my favorite. you make me smile. that makes you my favorite. ♥
i miss him. not enough to want him back, but just enough for it to hurt.
i've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. <3
excuse me if i get weak in the knees, you seem to have that affect on me.
the words I LOVE YOU means a lot, don't spread it around like an STD.
there is a difference between pretty and beautiful. when someone is pretty, they have a good appearance. but when someone is beautiful, they shine on the inside and out.
there's always something more you wish he'd say.
most common lie - "i don't give a fuck about you anymore."
